I just love being in control !!!!

I’m not an angry girl

 

Picture of my husband choking from the seaweed around his neck as I drag him off to my cave.

We took this picture a couple of years ago. We had Bryant Walton take some pictures of us on the beach so that we would have some nice engagement pictures. Well we started goofing off, and this is what happened.

Here are some more interesting links.

 

Kat Von D I love tattoos. I personally have 4 and would love to get more. I think she does such beautiful portraits.

Hannah Aitchison is another talented tattoo artist. Check out her site she has some amazing work.

High Voltage tattoo is where Kat and Hannah both work. They have a pretty cool site. I just love it because I like to see all the tattoos.


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Here’s another poem that really moved me. It’s really quite disturbing when you think about it. It’s my motivation to raise strong independent compassionate and intelligent children.

With No Immediate Cause

By Ntozake Shange (1970)

 

Every 3 minutes a woman is beaten

Every five minutes a woman is raped/ every ten minutes a lil girl is molested

Yet I rode the subway today

I sat next to an old man who may have beaten his old wife

3 minutes ago or 3 days/ 30 years ago

He might have sodomized his daughter but I sat there cuz the young men on the train  might beat some young women later in the day or tomorrow

I might not shut my door fast enuf/ push hard enuf

Every 3 minutes it happens some woman’s innocence rushes to her cheeks/ pours from her mouth like the betsy wetsy dolls have been torn apart/ their mouths

Mensis red & split/ every three minutes a shoulder is jammed through plaster & the oven door/ chairs push through rib cage/ hot water or boiling sperm decorate her body

I rode the subway today & bought a paper from a man who might have held his old lady onto a hot pressing iron/ I don’t know maybe he catches lil girls in the prk & rips open their behinds with steel rods/ I cdnt decide what he might have done I only know

Every 3 minutes every 5 minutes every 10 minutes/ so I bought the paper looking for the announcement there has to be an announcement of the women’s bodies found yesterday/ the missing little girl

I sat in a restaurant with my paper looking for the announcement a yng man served me coffee I wondered did he pour the boiling coffee/ on the woman cuz she waz stupid/ did he put the infant girl/ in the coffee pot/ with the boiling coffee/ cuz she cried too much

What exactly did he do with that coffee

I looked for the announcement the discovery/ of the dismembered woman’s body/ the victims have not all been identified/ today they are naked & dead/ refuse to testify/ one girl out of 10’s not coherent / I took the coffee & spit it up/ I found an announcement/ not the woman’s bloated body in the river/ floating not the child bleeding in the 59th street corridor/ not the baby broken on the floor

“ there is some concern that alleged battered women might start to murder their husbands & lovers with no immediate cause”

I spit up

I vomit

I am screaming

We all have immediate cause

Every 3 minutes

Every 5 minutes

Every 10 minutes

Every day

Women’s bodies are found in alleys & bedrooms/ at the top of the stairs

Before I ride the subway/buy a paper/ drink coffee / I must know/ have you hurt a woman today

Did you beat a woman today

Throw a child cross a room

Are the lil girls’ panties in yr pocket

Did you hurt a woman today

 

I have to ask these obscene questions the authorities require me to establish immediate cause

Every three minutes

Every five minutes

Every ten minutes

Every day

 

I knew a girl named Nikki
I guess u could say she was a sex fiend
I met her in a hotel lobby
Masturbating with a magazine
She said how'd u like 2 waste some time
And I could not resist when I saw little Nikki grind

She took me 2 her castle
And I just couldn't believe my eyes
She had so many devices
Everything that money could buy
She said sign your name on the dotted line
The lights went out
And Nikki started 2 grind

Nikki

The castle started spinning
Or maybe it was my brain
I can't tell u what she did 2 me
But my body will never be the same
Her lovin' will kick your behind
Oh, she'll show u no mercy
But she'll sho'nuff sho'nuff show u how 2 grind

Darlin' Nikki

Woke up the next morning
Nikki wasn't there
I looked all over and all I found
Was a phone unmber on the stairs
It said thank u 4 a funky time
Call me up whenever u want 2 grind

Oh, Nikki, ohhhh

Come back Nikki, come back
Your dirty little Prince
Wanna grind grind grind grind grind grind grind grind grind

[backwards at the end...]
"Hello, how r u? I'm fine. 'cause I know
That the Lord is coming soon, coming, coming soon."