Wanna get to know me on a creative level?

I'll give you an exclusive sneak peek into my private world...

or better yet into my poetry book!!

(These thoughts are extremely private, so please don't laugh or be offended.)

This is a poem/song that anyone can relate to if they have experienced real love.

"I CAN'T LET YOU GO"

my love, i need to let you know

i know just where you go

why lie and say you with your friends

and though it's hard for me to say this

i know all your mischief

this is where it has to end

but i just knew that i would be so bold,

never thought that you would be so cold

but something inside of me says hold on

i can't let you go

gave my heart the third degree with this one

don't you speak a word to me

it's done

but the thing that worries me

is our love

i can't let you go

just can't get out my head the messages i read,

the seeing her instead of me

even though

as sure as the wind blows

i know you cheated

oh no, i can't let you leave

tell me what i said to make you act this way

i just don't know, baby

tell me what i did to make you do this shit to me

but i just knew that i would be so bold,

never thought that you could be so cold

but something inside of me says hold on

i can't let you go

A CREATIVE GENIUS THAT I ADMIRE!!

I AM GOING TO POST AN INTERVIEW WITH WANDA VAUGHN OF THE LEGENDARY GROUP THE EMOTIONS ON SUNDAY NOVEMBER 28,2004

SO PLEASE CHECK!!!

This poem was written as a woman's response to her man who accused her of cheating.

(Please excuse the language)

"CHEATERS RESPONSE"

stay the fuck away from you?

...not a problem, dude

we were together four years

you only noticed me two

did i get less appealing?

did you not like my kneeling?

did my ass get fat so where you don't like the feeling?

i mean, i practically pleaded those last two years

but your attention span was missing, man

you were never here

haven't seen you in two weeks

i really miss you Fi'Ray

why don't write me poetry like you did

back in the day?

yo', was i talkin to myself

when i said that shit?

oh, that was my problem

remember when you said that shit?

now you wanna trip and flip over my solution

when working shit out with me was just too confusing?!

mutha' fucka' get a clue,

and catch that reality check!

when a nigga acts cold,

that's just how i get

and when you caught me up

i wasn't even suprised

i knew i'd done something wrong

that's when you know i'm alive

when i play the good wife

i might as well be casper

when your boys want something at your house

you be like, "why don't you ask HER..."

her? me?!

oh. your personal maid,

your cheerleader when you leading,

and your sexual slave

 well, what a fuckin honor to be your trophy in a glass!

to make you proud when niggas wild over my fat juicy ass!

and your right,

a tear might have fallen from my eye

but i wasn't cryin over us, sweetie

i was mourning for my pride

see, i tried to do everything so another bitch wouldn't

but ended up feeling like less than a woman

...no, YOU hold the fuck up!

i let you speak,

you don't do this shit often,

but you're gonna listen to me

you were that sun in my sky

the apple of my eye

the Method Man to my Mary,

all i needed to get by

but when that sun started setting and night set in

and those apples weren't sweet

that's when HE stepped in

HE gave me the energy i needed just to see

you

believe it or not, baby

he convinced me not to leave

you!

"why don't you work it out if you love him so much?"

well when nothing changed

i developed a crush

now, he wasn't nine inches

but he did the trick

oh, and me and him is clean

so baby, i didn't give you shit!

if you do have problems

check your dirty ass hoes!

"we love you" and

"go head, Fi'Ray"

i heard them bitches at your shows

work can't take up that much time in your life

so after the bitch you with

hope i don't see you tuesday nights

fuck you, Fi'Ray!

and i mean that sincerely

oh, i'm single now...

so fellas, if you want me

come and get me!